Krazy.

M.A.D

The heat of the hot weather had most probably burnt my brain.

Ridiculous thoughts have been invading my mind these days.

Mixed feelings have been invading my heart these days.

I shouldn't and can't be in this way.

It's totally WRONG.

I need snow.

Give me snow.

The weather is so HOTTTTTTT!

ROARR.

Not An Obligation

HELLO ALL. ;)

I can't believe for a short moment I actually wish I were a boy... (More about it below)

I rejected my friend to hit Dbl O hours ago and stayed home to be daddy's girl sitting in front of my almost-dying lappy to blog and watch my mtvs. Why? Because I dread my mom's chants and nags. It's a killer to listen to it, ALL THE TIME. So, ample time to spare for the whole day, I hit the kitchen to bake instead. Butter muffins, my all time fav.

Looks tasty isn't it?

I'm not exactly that kind of girl who loves to bake. Just craving for it and thank god, the simple 3 steps of baking really satisfy my craving. Oh well~

Oh yea, before I totally forget about it, here are the photos taken previously. Had a mini graduation celebration @ Dbl O last friday, together w kenny, raj, shengkang, erica, huiping and a few more party people. It was totally fun and crazy. Love it.

:)

Hmm. I can't get anymore bored during this year's CNY. I just love the gathering w relatives, gambling and clubbing. Nothing else. I don't look forward to it at all anymore like how I used to be. Good or bad? P/s CNY photos soon :)

So, back to the main thing I wana say.

For a moment, I wish I were a boy. Why? Because if I were a boy, I don't have to worry so much for my next phase of life, for now at least. Then again, impossible. Ah sigh. I'm figuring out what to do w my next phase of life. But people around me ain't helping at all, w their never-ending nags. I just don't understand what's wrong w them. It's not that I don't want to heed their advices or want to ignore them. It's like I need time to think about what I want to do and what kind of path I want to take. It's not even a week after graduation. What do you expect from me? I can't be getting a full time job straight away right now isn't it? Maybe to all of you earning those buck is crucial now. But hey, it's not even a week after graduation. Bear this in mind. It's not about the fun and entertainments I'm concerned about. I just need the tiny bit of time to get used to the working society and figure out what kind of jobs I want to go for because that job it's gonna last me at least a few years from now. We ain't talking about few months kind of thing anymore. So, don't you think it's important that I get what I want figured out before I look for it? You may think I'm childish, I'm good-for-nothing. But hey, be in my shoes and think. It's not easy for me to plan my own future at this crucial point of time alone w no help and support at all. Yes I do have people around me but what they are telling me seems to be a benefit to themselves more than to me. It's always easy to say. Who doesn't know words are free. But look, it's not easy to do it alright. It's really frustrating and exhausting. Whatever it is, I'm just gonna do whatever I think it's right, whether you like it or not. My life isn't an obligation. I'm not gonna do anything just to fulfil the obligation.

You may think I'm naive or whatsoever, I don't care. I just know that I don't want to be dragging my feet to work everyday and hoping time to pass fast. It's meaningless. Well, at the end of the day, most of you won't understand anyway. So enough said. That's it.

FuckMyLife.

Time To Rock!

GRADUATE LO. (I Like)

I can't be anymore happier. Like finally, this is the time I've been looking forward to. Final presentation today was pretty alright I guess? I didn't screw up the whole thing. Thumbs up for that. Everything went smoothly and the best thing is I didn't panic! How great. (: Managed to finish everything by 6pm. Wrapped up and gonna head to school tmr to hand it all in.

Yell* HOOOO-RAYYYY!

My official fun starts tmr!

p/s I'm exaggerating but who cares! ;)

Random CNY Day Three

Greetings all. :)

It's such a boo boo that I still have to return to school tmr for final preparations for fyp final presentation on thursday. Then again, it's gonna be the last three days in school. So I shall just live w it. Gonna type my report in a while before heading over to tiffy's house for MJ & blackjack session! Weeheehee.

p/s more photos and updates coming up. :)

BULLSHIT.

I want this!

Don't you think this looks freaking nice?

The other day was at bq's 21st birthday party. And guess what? I totally fell in love w his birthday cake. 2-tier birthday cake's extremely pretty. I definitely want one of this kind on my upcoming 21st birthday! ;)

p/s IT'S CNY EVE EVE TODAY.

Time flies like SOT.

When time is running out, it gets messed up.

Gosh. Totally hate the fact the time is flying so fast till I don't have time. No time to sleep, no time to rest, no time to enjoy, no time to do my slides, no time to do AES, no time to do report. NO TIME. or rather time is running out and fast. Aww.

Day two of open assessment, quite a hectic yet a great one. The lecturers were all nice but I remembered one of them looked at my code and said: "woah your code so short only ah" Then I was like pretty speechless and went: "ermm. ooookay"

It's the quality that counts not the quantity right?! Please agree w me, I don't care. But well, I'm still proud of my own project for I've spent 12 weeks doing that. :)

Friday tmr. I'm so gg to let my hair down and enjoy these few days first. Of cos, won't neglect my fyp. It's really the last lap. CHIONG AH! ;)

p/s I so wana screw that fucking lazy blogshop contact lens seller. She delayed meetups and still don't wana mail me my orders when the stocks are alr here damn long ago. Fuck man.

less than five

Day 1 of open assessment was alright. I hit the school punctually, much earlier than I've expected, 820AM how's that? Hmm, received quite a positive comment and I'm quite glad. Hopefully final presentation turns out to be good too. Keep fingers crossed.

I've sent my resume over to my friend's manager for the job application at resort world. I'm actually quite excited to work there thou. Guess it'll be fun and enjoyable. Pray hard I'll get in! :)

4 more days to go.

I need more strength to move on! Mad cow.

I'm a day nearer to end my no-life days!

Exhibition for the next three days.
It's gonna be a tiring one ahead I reckon.
Hopefully it turns out to be good thou.

My weekends were pretty a tiring one.
Totally drained out, up till now.
Feeling lethargic and sleepy as aways.

five more days to go.

Sleepy-head.
Back soon w updates and new skin! ;)

Feb's Schedule

This week:
Finished my fyp!(GREAT)
Shopping.
Chalet.
Meet-ups.

Next week:
Open Assessment for fyp.
Finish up report and presentation slides.

Next next week:
Final fyp presentation.
Wrapping up everything for fyp.
Bids goodbye to nyp.

Next next next week: (The fun begins)
FREEDOM.
Carry on celebrating cny.
Mahjong.
CLUB! x infinite. (:
Job Hunt!

p/s if you're happy and you know it, clap your hands.

Let-me-skip-school-for-the-rest-of-the-days

I read news online, both on cna and asiaone. I read nonsensical updates on stomp. I watched funny videos on youtube on people falling down and such and laughed out loud like some mad cows. I read interesting blogs and google searched for 'real life stories', 'amazing news' and any retarded topics I can think of. I repeatedly listen to pitbull's songs throughout the day. I bascially did everything I can w this fuck-slow-speed computer and I'm still effing B-O-R-E-D.

Mad cow. Who on earth come up w such long hours for doing fyp?

ARGH.

one last round

Running running running,
I'm running the v last lap.
Trying hard to solve the last part of the coding,
once it's done, I'm so done w my project alr.
Just one last part, ONE LAST PART.
Then I'll be able to start on my report and presentation slides.

& the best of best thing is,
I SMELL FREEDOM and the tons of ladies night!

Can't wait.

CNY is gonna be the best this year. :)

First day of Feb.

Morning greetings sweeties.

It's Monday once again and still counting down. I've got to admit that time really flies. It's February alr. Gosh. Yes, FEB-RUA-RY! Cheers for me. I'm ending my fyp session on the 19th, which means it's in 2 weeks time! The strong smell of freedom and countless of ladies nights make me wana go ohh-laa-laa. (oops)

Anyway, work last Saturday was hell tiring. My legs felt so painful, it's as thou I wore a 10-inch heels when I just wore flat to work. Working as a surveyor is sure a tough one. Countless of unfriendly passerbys made me went gaga that day. Out of desperation, I randomly picked a few friends' contact and filled up the form. (sorry sweeties if you all receieve calls) Met a few familiar faces that day at suntec too, some were unfriendly. :/

Not even 12PM now, my eyes are half closing... Nap-in-the-lab!

p/s Why is it that some guys are so petty? hmmm...